After
due consideration I have decided not to go ahead with the aquaponics project,
the financial outlay for the set up costs are not justified by the return in
terms of the fish produced. Apparently 40-50 fish per year in a well run system
in Australia seems normal –
I think in the chilly UK
you would have to expect less. I am interested in the idea of vermiponics
however, so I will look into that as an alternative.
The
home made biogas digester seems to be pretty dead at the moment – like so
many renewable energy options it seems to be least successful in the harsh
winter months when you need it most. But it is early days yet, so I will keep
investigating it.
Pondcam
seems to have died a death, I have evicted the PC into the shed and removed the
camera.
Meadowcam
One seems to be in a very strange way. After my initial optimism upon
discovering that the power wire had worn through, I have managed to get it
going again only to discover that the timer and the light detecting potentiometer
both seem to be faulty. The timer will now only set the interval to 1 minute on
any of the programmable times (15 options were available before) and the
potentiometer now only turns the circuit on when a bright lamp is placed directly
over the light detector, whereas previously it would start at dawn and turn off
at dusk. Perhaps the PIC needs replacing, or reprogramming, perhaps the light
sensing diode needs replacing, perhaps the potentiometer is faulty or needs remaking.
Meadowcam
Two is grinding along at the same snails pace as before. I have several large
boxes of components awaiting enough time and energy to assemble them into
something I can test. The likelihood of having it up and running by early
spring seems low.
It
all feels rather depressing, maybe that is just winter getting me down. It
never used to though, I used to look forward to winter when there were more hours
available for birdwatching because the garden was asleep, and birds were more
easily seen in the brief hours of daylight. This started me thinking last
night, how much time have I wasted on these little projects, and what is the
benefit of them? Who looked at Pondcam, and did they see anything useful? I
doubt many people did, and I doubt they ever saw anything of value. I doubt that
Meadowcam One will be seen at Cannes,
and I doubt Meadowcam Two will make it very far. All this time I have spent is
precious, time I could have spent with my family, working harder developing my
business, enjoying the natural world in a more direct way without the encumbrances
of photographic technology. Photography can be a cruel hobby, the rewards can
be few and far between, and it can seem to suck the life and pleasure out of
you. I’m starting to feel that all the photographic projects I have
undertaken, with the exception of plant photographs and a few others have been
failures. But where do I go from here. I need to find several hundred pounds to
fund repairs to my beloved Leica binoculars. Should I sell most of my kit and
turn my back on this foray into wildlife photography? It makes me laugh now to
think that I briefly (irrationally) thought of giving it all up to pursue this
as a career. It makes me rather embarrassed to face up to this initial pride I had.
I have only produced a couple of pictures which are worthwhile. But like a lot
of people I fell into the trap of thinking that I could improve my pictures by
purchasing more and more specialist equipment. I think this is a common pitfall
with wildlife photography of all descriptions, and a whole industry has built
up to support this addiction. It also makes me feel rather ashamed to think
that this vanity and hubris on my part is helping, to some tiny degree, to
drive conflicts in the Congo
and the ravaging of nature across the world. How can they be squared?
It’s
probably me just having too much time to think. But there is a time for
thinking and reflecting and perhaps I should have a look at all these projects
and decide what is and is not worthwhile.